Are dreams.....realistic??

So as I am spending countless hours blogging, painting, sewing, blogging, updating facebook ...I am forced to take a step back and wonder WHAT AM I DOInG? And WHY Am I doing this? Is having an adorable, funky, fabulous antique store on Market street in Charleston SC REALIST??? Well I don't know!!! I don't know if I am sacrificing my education, my career, even a little of my family with all the work required..I just don't know!!! But for now I am going to keep striving until it doesn't feel like a dream anymore....